Why is it always me??
Doesn't matter what it is, its always me....
Plus this weather doesnt really help, I think to much that is my problem.... I always fall for the wrong guys and that hasn't changed really.
I am hoping that 2008 will be different but so far it hasn't changed.

No matter what happens I am the one no one wants, I do wish my luck will happen, but as it seems it still wants to give me bad luck and nothing else, the only thing I am having luck in is University.
It is the only thing I am good, ICT and Art which is my life really. I do need to get out alot but I don't agree in drinking until you are drunk that is pointless.
I am thinking about doing more in Web Design and going onto Criminology, this something I am really intersted in and I have always loved Science.

tuesday

i went to tesco to meet up with this guy after he finished work...
went well we kissed and cuddled
but he has a gf still....

but i want him to myself... after the kiss it just made me want him more....
grrrrrrrr it always happens with me

wednesday

was my 19th birthday was at work and went to lunch with my college mates was great

Thursday

got an xbox 360 and now i really want to kiss the guy and be with him and stuff.... cant get him off of my brain............ 

It's my birthday in 6 days time and i dont want it...

I am meetin up with a mate tonight just to curise around really......
Gary doesnt seem to wanna txt me yet again... with is annoying................

arrr wot i am meant to say now, i cant stop thinkin about him, he is soo funny and i love his txts maybe its all because he is still with his gf... this always happens with me................... i need some good luck tht is what i need :D

I am on holiday from 2mora early morning :D :D
i am going to paris for the weekend which is gunna be good
as the rugby is on saturday at 9pm in paris time :D :D
come on england :D :D

I am gunna miss my net being away :( aww well at least i have my mobile with me!!
going to be taking my uni book with me to try and do some more work on it... wot i need is a help in hand really...
i will get done like it does... :D

... pick the wrong men, i.e ones who have bad pasts, or even that they still love their ex or they like me for no good reason

what i need is a change of luck with men, what not better than for my 19th birthday wish its only two months away really.... i have gary but he want to talk to me in person i know it is something bad...

or am i reading to much into this???

this is my first one woop

yeah i am trying to study my T175 corse which is networked living and i am doing it with open uni... i know its the easy way but it what fits in with my life...

This is something  i have no knowlodge on which is what i wanna learn...
its okay but i can see it getting harder in a couple of weeks :(

aww well i will get there i always do... some how!!